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Nostalgic Trap

Howdy,

Right now it is 5h30 in the morning, and guess who is still awake and probably will waste his Sunday Morning? Yeah, you guessed right, Peter Panda (the one from Vin Diesel’s babysitter film). But you probably forgot that Peter Panda even existed, huh?

Jokes apart, yes, I am still awake, and the reason is that I got stuck in a Nostalgic Trap. What is a Nostalgic Trap? It is when you see something that reminds you of a really good/fun part of your life, and them it leads you to another them, that leads you to another things and it never stops.

And now the question is: What is my Nostalgic Trap? Old Free Step videos. Why? When I was a teenager, I used to dance Free Step, which actually, was the thing that helped me make friends when I moved to Rio de Janeiro (when I was around 15), and at the time, making Free Step videos was the coolest thing between this group of people. I have over 15 videos of me dancing it. But how did I even remember all of this on a random Saturday evening? Easy! There is a Facebook page that re-uploads old Free Step videos, and one of them appeared on my timeline, which lead me to another video, of a guy who used a song I’ve used in one of my videos… and there I went for almost 2h30!

I’m exhausted, sad and mad at the same time. I truly wish I could enjoy more, right now it seems that I going through a really hard phase, and I now that I won’t have the same type of fun that I used to when I was younger. It kinda makes me sad.

And to complete, there is the fact that me and my ex-Brazilian Llamarina split up, so I’m alone in my journey again.

Alone. Broke. Unmotivated.

Please, don’t think I’m one of this crazy suicidal Tumblr kids, I’m just going through a hard phase right now, and until things get better, it will be hard.

And as usual, last but not least, if you’re reading this, it means that you read some of the things that I needed to get out of my chest and that means a lot, even if I don’t have a clue of who you are!

See you soon, muchachos! ūüėČ

#CRYBABY4PKMN

Howdy!

I almost forgot to show you guys this wonderful video I found a couple weeks ago. It is really nostalgic.

Before y’all think I’m being over-nostalgic for fanboyism, you’re wrong. I wish I liked Pok√©mon more than I do, but I just hate the generations after the third.

But Big Boy Llama have a sad story…

When I was little, around 2nd grade, my family was recovering from a really difficult phase in your life, and Papa Llama had lost his job, and because of that, obviously, we didn’t have money to buy toys and stuff that only had the purpose to entertain. And that was the time that every single kid got a GameBoy Color and played pok√©mon after class. Little boy Llama used to go with them, but was the only one who didn’t have one, so, I just looked they playing for hours, every single day. But years later, when Papa Llama had a nice job and finally traveled overseas, he bought us (for me and Lil’Llama, my sister) a GameBoy Advanced SP, a red one, that came with two games, Pok√©mon Sapphire and Rocket Power, which by the way, was the hardest game I’ve ever played in my entire life. I played Pok√©mon every day, but after I finished it, I was still curious about the “Mewtwo fight” that everybody always talked about. So, one day, when I had “good” internet and a nice computer, I downloaded a GBA emulator and player Pok√©mon Red, and the one thing I could remember is that I’ve waited that moment for soooooooooooo long, that when I fought with Mewtwo, I even cried a little bit. It seems dumb, but it was a special moment for me, remembering even a simple thing as a wish to just play a game.

 

And now, probably I won’t watch any movie, because I need to work on the second project of #FavorMarch. There is also the fact I need to wake up at 8am tomorrow.

I’ll probably still make another post before I go to bed. But in case I’m way too tired to write anything…

I’ll see you soon, muchachos! ūüėČ

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